Vapor

2022-2021 • 504 HOURS • 22" X 77" • MICRON PEN & COPIC MARKER • Illustration board

The moments in life that inspire me often mull around in my head for days, weeks, months or in some cases years. Sometimes it's a phrase I overheard on a walk that plays over and over again, or maybe there was an interaction so bizarre that I can't get it out of my head. These experiences mix and mingle with my own philosophies to take on their own stories – their own lives.

Every artist has their own process for working through their concepts. Maybe it's in a studio with a mountain of supplies surrounding them – experimenting until something feels right. Some people like to have a more literal approach, and be in front of their subject on the street. For me, there is one magical moment when I let my thoughts form, collide, and combine into a concept that represents the feeling that I was initially inspired by. That magical moment? When I creak and crack into a scalding hot bathtub to soothe my body from whatever wreckless activity I endured the night before.

In this isolation I am able to block the world out and the ease away the stress in the calming steam. Here I am able to focus entirely on my thoughts and build a world piece by piece through the lens of my detailed but juvenile style. The ideas are rough and fractured, and the end result of this practice may leave work unfinished, but I can begin to imagine how it will be perceived – and this is what works for me.